Friday, February 12, 2010
these few days really up and down.
My grandma unfortunately pass away and these few days prepare for her funeral. Staying back overnight and get to know more of my mother's side cousins. The tradiation funeral was really grand and I do hope she will have a good life at the next dimension. I still never forget how she used to treat me since young. The nasi lemak, playground and everyday bring me to market... I believed she will be relieved seeing many of her child and grandchildren.
Finally i get sort of seeing the vast difference between JC and Poly. Really huge. Just wish I am self-control enough. Don't whether should i take on NYAA and a sport CCA.
I have been resting for a really long time. Should i get back to do the stuff I like again and chiong like last time? I still can't get back that particular feeling. Will they accept me again as I suddenly decide not to participate one particular competition.
Part-time job? Hmmmm i am still taking but not as much leh. Dun feel like burden my parents.
The funeral get to learn some stuff and I still have to fulfil a wish from my grandma. I promised I will.
Sometime i wish myself as a robot, with no feelings or bias toward anyone. Not getting hurt, not getting happy. Just an ordinary robot doing stuff from instructions and programs. And also not having ego or being selfish. How i wish Issac's 3 law of Robtics apply to human too.
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